N is for . . .

. . . Need. I just did this survey sent to me by A. What is your love language? It seems what I need more than anything is physical contact. That is so ironic considering I seem to have more long distance relationships than the norm. All of them failed ones. Even if A plans to visit the UK in April. I don't think we will have more than a week together then its back to reality. Still, that's what we Pisces people seem to thrive on, an escape from reality. Still, I'm looking forward to it. The questions kept referring to my wife. I don't have one yet but I think she could be a good fit. There's me ignoring good advice again. Don't dwell on the past so much that you ignore the present and the future. Good advice but can't say I've done much of that. Although I have been a bit shallow in recent months, just thinking about the now, and quick fixes, mainly physical. No details, no connections. Lets just leave it at that.
. . .Nada, Nil, No idea. That's what I know about how we are going to reconnect. I guess nothing beats starting from scratch. Or just taking it at face value and enjoying the limited time we will have together, after so many years. We are both different people now so it should be good, making new memories, discovering new things. We talked the other day and it was a surprisingly normal conversation about nothing in particular. I think the most important thing was hearing each others voices, accents, mundane day to day stuff.
That's it for now. Its been a while since I blogged but I plan to get back into the swing of things.